So question I am struggling with; and it might partially be depression linked: what’s the purpose of being here? I’m a self employed 35 year old male with assets, always worked hard. I’m reasonably attractive and have picked up smoke show hotties in the past.... the world is shit. Women are exactly as we all know them to be here, and after my last relationship with a narcissist, I’ve been reluctant to seriously start dating.

Between the catfishing thots and subsidizing meal plans only to get ghosted....

So the real question though, is “what’s the point in busting your ass to what?” Survive another 40 years of listening to women cry crocodile tears?” I’d love to have a family... if it were with the right person... but I’m not seeing much that would indicate that there are many decent women around... so what’s left? Working 80 to 120 hours to build my company, for what purpose? So I can get by? So that I can wake up and feel exhausted but push myself through another day of agony? It’s not to say I don’t take satisfaction in my work; I do. But fuck.

What’s the end goal, if this is the world we live in? Shitbag women, a dying planet and corruption. I know there’s good out there; just lost sight of it.