I don’t know if this is the right place to post. I have been following MGTOW for quite some time. But I need some advice because I’m still fairly young (23).

I know it sounds pathetic, but two years ago I used to have a relationship. I didn’t know any better and caught feelings for the chick at the time. Later I found out she was basically a thot and had cheated on me. I was heartbroken and that is when I found out about the redpill.

Over these past two years I have been focusing on becoming the best version of myself. I have been studying to get a degree. Focusing on making money and working out, etc. I have also not find it hard to get girls (without catching feelings over them) and have somewhat of a rotation. Because, although I don’t consider myself a Chad or anything. I still consider myself attractive enough to get some girls fairly easy. And haven’t really thought about my ex ever since.

But last week I heard from a mutual friend (F) that my ex was using drugs. I won’t get much into details into that. But I couldn’t help but feel sad that a girl I once had strong feelings for is making these decisions. I’m not trying to be captain save a hoe but couldn’t help it. It’s like I’m on day one since we where finished. I know she doesn’t even care for me. But I just couldn’t take it.

Any advice on how to get over her? I know it sounds pathetic but even hearing her name make me want to puke. I just want to bury everything. Sorry for my bad English.