So I'm an overweight white bald guy in his thirties. I support black lives matter as much as I can, but I can't help but feel like I'm being discriminated against right now. The other day I was walking by a group of black people and they said behind my back that I looked like a Nazi. I immediately turn around with my fist in the air and I shouted black lives matter. Of course they were shocked, and I was expecting to hear good things out of their mouth but they just called me a Trumper and spat on the floor...

I'm all for a following this cause, I really am. but I feel like I can't even walk down the street anymore without someone making a statement

The police think I'm fishy when I walk home late at night, my job is forcing me to be a busboy during the pandemic, the very fact that I don't have children or a wife is causing massive hardship, and black people are are constantly telling me I'm racist

I don't know how much more of this I can take

For the record I was an organizer for the occupy movement and I worked for under Bernie Sanders for a while. I also grew up in extreme poverty and I try my best not to judge people of color

Am I wrong for starting to think all lives matter?