I made a recent post on my toxic mother in this thread and I just figure I’d follow up on that.

She still is acting toxic and hostile towards me. Her overall “vibe” towards me just feels so negative. When it comes to my cousins (mostly female) and aunts she treats them respectfully but when it comes to me it’s just shit, shit and more shit. I know she has tiktok, so I’m not sure what she’s been watching lately but I know there’s sexist media on there that can brainwash women. So I’m not sure if that’s what caused her to be all rude and disrespectful towards me and my father. But I just of 10 minutes ago I blocked her on my contacts list. And I plan on keeping it like that. I have no room for toxicity in my life especially that of my own mother. I feel like I did the right thing but I also feel guilty in a way. I already plan on inviting no family to me and my girlfriends wedding and I also plan on keeping our house location a secret to everyone on my side of the family as it’s just better this way to forget them all. I wish things were different. I wish I could live in a world where I had a mother who didn’t treat me like shit but oh well 🤷‍♂️ Sometimes the people you know the best can hurt you the most so it’s whatever.