When do you know to end it?

It feels like no matter how much I value and practice red pill, nothing is ever, ever good enough for him.

If I show more than “normal” emotion and I am overly happy, anxious, mad, I’m somehow crazy, have psychological issues, etc.

For instance, I am his sounding board. I let him vent in anger, childness instances (like when he loses a game on Xbox) happiness, nervousness, etc. I do all the chores. I give him space. I do everything.

But no, when I express my anger over the stupid parking situation in our neighborhood, he shuts me off and tells me I’m crazy and makes me feel like my feelings aren’t valid.

I am currently in the bathroom hiding because I’m hyperventilating/ having a panic attack and if he sees me like this, he’s just going to keep saying I’m crazy.

:(