So I want to tell you guys about a relationship I recently ended.

I'm going to start talking about myself first, about 1 year ago I was a massive beta, I knew about TRP and I was reading up on it from time to time, but never committed to it.Until may of last year, when I said fuck it, I'll become a man.

Started lifting hard, did not give a shit about women anymore, I was putting all of my time and energy into my hobbies and into improving myself.Most importantly I was reading every post on this subreddit religiously.

In about 4-5 months I went from skinny beta boy to somewhat athletic cocky alpha-wannabe.

So here is where my relationship began, I went out clubbing and I saw this tall blonde constantly checking me out, I knew something was going to happen but I was having a good time and didn't pay her too much attention.

After about half an hour of her drooling over me, her friend came to me and asked if I fancied dancing with the blonde.

I took her by the hand and started dancing with her, chatting a bit.

She asked me about my age, and I replied 22.She was shocked and told me she was 31 (she didn't look older that 25, and she was fine as fuck).I knew at this point that I have to be really cocky if I want to fuck her, and I kissed her, grabbed her ass and teased her with sexual talk.

Took me about 1 hour from meeting her to fucking her doggy style in her bed.

That night was great, fucked her from about 6 am to 9 am and made her cum a lot.

I was so happy, this TRP mindset was working for me, and I was finally a man.

Few days after fucking her I texted her about meeting me for drinks after work, and she accepted.

Went out on a few dates with her which all ended by going back to her house and fucking her brains out.

She was a really cool chick, smart, funny, tall, beautiful and I began to feel something for her.And I learned something about her, she had anxiety issues, she was fucked up in the head but it didn't seem too bad and I began feeling sorry for her.

Went on like this for a few weeks and man, sex was great, she was really nice to me, made me laugh, had deep conversations with her.I was in love.

One day after coming home from a date, she had an argument with the girl she was living with.Next day she called me crying that her flatmate called the landord told her about the fight and asked her to leave.

Here is where I fucked up hard:

She wanted to move in with a friend but I told her to come live with me and my parents, thinking it would be easier for me to fuck her and I was in love anyways, what could go wrong?

And that's what she did, she moved in with me and things were great for a few weeks, she was really friendly towards my parents, and they got along really well.We always had sex, and it was nice knowing I could fuck he whenever I wanted to.

After about 1 month of living with me I began to find out how fucked up she was, told me about her bad relationship that she had with her family, told me about her issues and I started acting again like a beta because I cared about her and wanted to help her.

She began asking me for more and more things, she wanted me to be her little beta boyfriend.I knew it was stupid, but I thought man this girl is different and she had a bad past, so I became her little beta boy.We started fighting a lot, and she started fights with my parents too, she kept telling me that she was unhappy and wanted me to change for her.

This went on for another month until we got into a bad fight and I broke up with her and told her to take her shit and leave.She cried, called me names, told me I was a terrible man but eventually she left.

She moved into her friend's apartment and I began to feel sad, we eventually got back together and both promised that we will change.

I changed, became even a bigger beta and she became even more unhappy, had a lot of arguments, a lot of fights over petty shit.She became more and more manipulative and I, like a small bitch agreed to everything.I had a lot of fights my my partent because of her, I lost all the muscle that I managed to put on, I lost my will to take proper care of muself, and I was overall a pathetic little boy.

Until 2 weeks ago when we got into a fight about guess what? My beard being a little bit too long.

I broke up with her then, telling her I've had enough.

She came today to pick up her things and that was it.

So, learn from my mistake, never let a woman change you, she will try to make you her little bitch.Never change for a woman and never have pity or feel sorry for her.

Only think about yourself and fuck whatever she tells you, don't let them manipulate you, you will become a worthless man if you do that.