I've been reading TRP for about the last 2 years, I've actively read social psychology books, been losing weigh, and trying to improve myself. I have seen myself come a long way, just 2 years ago I wouldnt go to a party because I'd stand in the corner on my phone and not socialize, I was always the shy fat goody two shoes in class, and now I'm the "outgoing", "charismatic", and "happy" class clown at uni.

Despite these improvements I was still having issues with picking up girls, the first 2 weeks of university I got 8 girls back to my bed, and didn't pull a single one. (I know what you're thinking, but to me, I still didn't know what to do from here, because they were automatically now on a pedestal, they were in my bed)

The last couple of months I've been consciously trying to work on my psychological health much more, and have been able to put a few things into perspective, realise that a lot of my problems were my own fault and fix them.

Small improvement would happen, I went clubbing and on one night had 3 girls approach me, one of which came up and introduced herself by wrapping her hands around my throat and choking me slightly (In a good way) I was still thinking "oh fuck, I have to keep her interested now if u want to K-close" and would end up not achieving it each time.

Well, a few weeks ago I went out for drinks with my mate (let's call him John), John's mate, and some girl I knew of but had never spoken to before(Let's called her Jane) . I was having a night off, so wasn't particularly trying to persue anything from this girl, and that's when i noticed that she was giving me the "fuck me eyes", so badly infact that my mate John turned to me when she went for a cigarette and said "She definitely wants to fuck you".

That small moment of me not putting her on a pedestal, simply because it didn't cross my mind made shit click. That night she ended up sitting on my lap in a crowded bar, K-closing, and then in the bar, with other people around, started fingering her. Since then, it's made me notice all the small things I wasn't noticing before, as well as allowing me to keep her as a plate.

The latest addition to my non-pedestal adventure was a party I attended just this Friday. Jane was at the party and I was purposely refusing her my full attention, which made her visually and verbally annoyed, she looked at me and said "wow you're so ignorant" when I walked past her, said "y'alright" and kept walking to talk to my friend. After ignoring her for a while, I give her a little attention and K-close again in the kitchen, but decided I wanted to tease her a little bit, so went back to my friends again.

Now, every time I were to walk past her she would subtly grab my dick, and obviously I was taking the hint, I went to my friends to tell them I was going to be leaving shortly with Jane. In the meantime she got kicked out of the party, no big deal, I'll just have to find someone else tonight.

About 20 mins later another girl shows up, and initially doesn't even acknowledge me, but I soon start to get her attention, and before you know it she's secretly grabbing my ass in the middle of a crowded room. Cue K-close, Cue fingering in the kitchen, and then in the garden where no one else is.

At some point in the night I find out that this girl is also an escort, I'm not bothered by the idea, and continue to have fun with her. When I suggest we go back to hers, she gives me her number, and slips a condom in my pocket, saying "I really have to go, I have work in 2 hours and need to get some sleep" (bare in mind this was now 6am).

My mate from before John texts her and invites her over, his attempt at wingmaning me, so she does and shortly ends up in my room. Sex ensues, she tells me to text her again, and that she wants to "see" me again.

I know I still have a long long way to go, and I'm constantly trying to improve myself both physically and mentally, but two years ago I would have never believed any of this would have happened to me. I would never have believed that a women who most people pay for sex, would inf