To put a very long gruesome story short about 4 months ago me and my ex had a really bad fall out, we both hated each other and bitched openly about each other. Now it wasn't easy to cut her out of my life, because we are in the same friend group, However, I blocked her for about 2 months and didn't see her once, until last week where i sent her a message detailing every reason i was done with her. However on Sunday I saw her at a party, she came up to me and we went into a bedroom, where we sat and talked, by the end of the talk she was sitting on top of me, legs wrapped around and telling me to kiss her, but I didn't because I knew it wouldn't fix anything.

Despite all the shit and all the arguments we went through and despite all the pain we both felt. We both still want each other, even though we both can't picture a relationship.

I want to get over this girl, I've been trying to get over her for so long and I can't.

Please, someone help me out, I want to get back into the game, but I can't talk to a girl without her popping into my head.