Summary: Had a bad day, fueled my stress into asshole and got positive results with a plate

Body:

Yesterday was a bad day, and I was really on a fucking bad mood. I decided to go to a pub by myself to get some whiskey. And then I found a plate. She is an solid 8, 6 when she undresses. We already fucked 2 times.

I was really not on a mood to game nor to be pleasant, and then everything started.

We had some small talk and then I begun to unleash my fury at her. I was really not on the mood for it. I still don't have courage to be this direct and asshole with someone , but that day I really wanted to be alone, so I had nothing to lose.

She - You know, you are a douchebag, a very stupid douchebag.

Me - I know and you dig it.

She - Yeah I do, but not always. I want someone nice today.

Me - ( I smiled, and caressed her hair very tenderly ) I can be very nice with you, but not now. I will be leaving at 9:30 pm

She - Then you will be leaving alone, today you deserve it.

She left and started to talk with a random guy, and I started to make love with my Chivas 18. Only a dose because I had to drive.

At 9:20 PM I texted her

Me: Leaving in 10'

She: Wait for me, I will be done here in 20'

Me: No

After 5 minutes I proceed to the cashier to pay the bill and she followed.

Without a world, she entered my car gave me a kiss and started to unzip my pants and I said to her

Me: Stop, I want to take a hot bath first. I'm tired and stressed.

She: I won't sleep at your place today.

Me: I won't too.

And I drove her home. Parked in front of her garage, and opened the car door to her ( I always alternate tender/beta actions with aggressive actions in order not to scare her and be too abusive).

I took my hot bath while she was waiting for me at her bedroom, sitting on her bed like a little girl. We banged, and for the first time I slapped her face and she pushed me and I responded by kissing her forehead. Always mixing aggressiveness with tenderness.

After we fucked, and took another fast bath and wen we said goodbye, I said to her

Me: Next time, you will pay your debts (Talking about anal , she promissed me )

She : This is reserved just for boyfriends.

Me: You know, we won't be seeing each other again until this happens.

Then I gave her a passionate kiss and left home. It was 1 AM or so...

This was the first time that I had the balls to act like an asshole. I don't have abundance mentality and I'm always afraid of losing a girl by being too much of a douche. I always lose my frame when they shit test me during an asshole game. Something That I have to learn and improve.