I'm 18M and I'm going to go to college soon. I'm deathly scared of being a lonely virgin by the age of thirty. I'm only 5'6.5 inches tall, I have a dark skin typical of southeast asians so I look the opposite of Kpop stars, and my penis is only 4.5 inch erect max. Basically, I'm no women's fantasy. I'm never the first choice they think of, if at all.

Right now, I've dropped from 100kg to 80kg over the previous year, which made me a bit more confident but it's still not enough. My goal is 60kg with 14% body fat. I also have Asperger, which is a high functioning autism. It's not obvious like the full-blown autistic kid but it's definitely noticeable if you get to know me. However, these are the things I think I could fix, or at least try to hide it better (my autism). Though, if I improved my style and lost my weight and buffed up, I feel like the social awkwardness born out of my asperger is going to be the last semi fixable peg that will be standing

What could I have done to make my situation better. I feel like my online option is to be some post wall women's wallet once she's done fucking the actual desirable men. I really don't want to be alone and left undesired