I've frequented TRP for the last but it wasn't until about a month ago I decided to start taking action. This action was mainly a byproduct of reading "No More Mr. Nice Guy" and I can honestly say that book was an incredibly eye opening experience. As I came to realize what TRP is, what women are, and how the mind works, I can say I was actually fucking pissed. The last few months has felt like my mind has been shifted and twisted in so many directions. There was a period where I thought "No, this isn't me, this is wrong, this is uncomfortable, etc etc".

Then it dawned on me... It's supposed to be fucking uncomfortable. All of this shit I'm learning is actually me just breaking down what I'm used to and developing the man I've never experienced before. I've learned to talk to more people and approach anyone in public, not just women. I'm still not the best at approaching women and getting their number but I'm practicing. Slowly, but surely, I can see myself improving. Fuck, I've had random people (mostly dudes) approach me because I walk around with a positive energy now. On my bad days, I ask myself, "how can I make today better", or "how can I make the day go the way I want it to". I've begun to meditate and write in a journal every day to help control my thoughts.

I won't lie, it's still tough for me. I'm a good looking guy, but my game sucks. I sometimes get caught up in all the rejection I've faced in the last month, but I try my best to keep my life goals the center focus. What I'm trying to say is that this shit takes time and practice. All of it. It's not going to happen in a day, but if you stay consistent you'll notice small changes. Be fucking proud of those small changes because they will lead you to become what you were meant to be.