First time posting but hope it doesn't get deleted. Anyway...

Backstory- I've had some pretty bad oneitis for this girl I met at the beginning of the year (highschool) and of course the little blue pill beta bitch inside of me didn't have the balls to ask her out then (although she does have a boyfriend)

I've gotten over her for the most part and have starting improving myself but there are still times when I think about her. So as I'm sitting here crying my little beta bitch eyes out, I had an idea...

Why don't I make a list of 10 things she's used me for and all the BP things I've done for her, and describe each one with only one or two words. So here's mine:

(Remember we are in highschool)

  1. Let's her copy homework she was too lazy to do and gives just enough back to feel like its equal (wants something for nothing/no effort)

  2. Hang out at her house alone even though she has boyfriend, and KNOWS boyfriend hates me (disloyal)

  3. Constantly texting when spending time with me alone (uninterested/just plain rude)

  4. Craves attention/flirty only when I ignore her (needy/attention whore)

  5. Bitches about her bf problems (emotional tampon)

  6. Constantly seeking compliments/validation (self centered/narcissistic/egotistical)

  7. Doesn't do shit on group assignments and makes me or friends do all the work (lazy)

  8. Shit is always hitting the fan (unstable)

  9. Acts jealous when I talk to other girls or anyone really (jealous/possessive)

  10. Says I'm her "BEST FRIEND YAAAYY!!!! (Self explanatory)

You know how they say you remember things better when you write them down? Same concept here.

The idea is that you not only think about the issues with her, but actually put it down on paper. Write it down, study it, say it aloud until you realize she's not the unicorn that you thought she was.

You will get over it. You will move on.