TLDR: Went out and approached. Sucking in the beginning, did better as I continued. Went on an instant-date, approached more. Eye contact is awesome. Need to work on controlling the conversation and voice projection.

Today was a good day. I got in a lot of approaches. The gym felt off today. It was leg day. Last leg session was way off. I was way to tired and every set felt like I was squatting a thousand pounds. Today was better. However I lost all motivation when I was doing deadlifts. I have to overcome that next time.

I went out to midtown and approached around the area. Nothing good. A lot of duds. In the beginning I was doing so bad. For some reason I couldn't talk. I didn't know what to say, everything was garbage. My voice was low and I wasn't taking control of the conversation. On top of that I wasn't approaching through the front. I still have trouble with that. The one thing that I needed to adjust was being centered, projected my voice and taking control of the interaction.

I got one number in that area and decided to change locations. For some reason approaching foreign girl is a lot easier than the ones that are born here. Foreign girls won't blow you out and will actually talk to you. I got this Asian girls number. During the whole interaction I was focusing on eye contact. I wanted to her to know that I was interested in her romantically. I asked if she was free this Thursday and we planned a date that day.

More approaches in between. I approached this thick girl from Amsterdam. She was gorgeous. I had an instant date with her. It was okay. The conversation was getting so dull so I decided to part ways. She gave me her number but found out later it was fake.

More approaches, duds and whatnot. Approached another thick girl. Held eye contact and got her number. Eye contact was something that I was really really lacking. Today however I made sure I was on point with it. After her I approached more, changing areas. Went to a book store in the end and got one more. It was dark outside but manage to approach another two right before heading home, got one more number and decided to call it quits.

I'm trying something new. Instead of asking them to hangout, I use the word "date" I'm tired of them getting the wrong message. It's like what Mark Manson says, either they interested or not. A fuck yes or fuck no. I rather have them say no or don't respond rather than wasting my time making a fool of myself trying to escalate. Will see how this goes.

What I learned today was that I have to be in control of the interaction and conversation. If I'm not grounded the interaction falls apart and they just leave. The projection of my voice needs work. It sounds like a mouse at times and I sound super chodey. Eye contact was great today. I need to work on it more to a point where I don't have to think about, it's automatic. Tomorrow is another day, another step closer.