Let me preface by saying I'm married, have 3 kids, and just learned red pill theory a year ago or so. My sexless, thankless wife, and 50 work hour a week life sucks but I'd rather sacrifice myself than see my kids grow up in an unstable environment.

So, I was at work (I'm a dialysis nurse, working in ICUs), and was casually bantering with the RT (respiratory tech) whose desk was right by my patient room. She's about 10 years older than me, large, freckly, and I'm not interested in her at all. She just reminds me of my aunt who is a tough, manly type who raised 3 kids on her own.

Anyway, we're sharing our playlists on our phones, because it turns out she's a big fan of the same bands I grew up with (Nickleback, Offspring, Metallica, etc.) and it was kind of cool to find someone who appreciated the same music as me, because almost everyone below 45 in this city is a rap/hip hop fan.

So I finish my treatment, and take my machines back to my room to disinfect them, and bring in my non ICU patient for their treatment. A while later she comes in the room to round on her pt, checks their oxygen, listens to their lungs, and starts a nebulizer treatment. I got out of my chair to reset my machine, and she sits in my chair. The only chair in the room. So my beta side is on autopilot and I think to myself, "well, I might as well take advantage of being up and inventory, order supplies etc. 20 minutes later she's still sitting in my chair, leaning back with her fingers laced together on her belly, watching me. I found stuff to do to stay busy until the patient's neb treatment was over, then she finishes it and engages me in conversation, while sitting back in my chair. She shot a couple of playful jabs at me too. I tolerated it for about 5 minutes before she finally gave up and left. I didn't even realize how much I was being shit tested until she got bored and left. Feeling kind of dense, but no loss really, I would never tap that anyway.

I just wanted to share how bad I am at this shit.