Being rejected due to being "too shy" then watching her have the time of her life after letting me go gets me so F'ing pissed that I feel the only way to get over it is to do something shitty to her. Well in this story, that's exactly what I did.

Let me start....

Ok so social anxiety has really kicked my ass in the dating scene. on top of it, I'm a pathetic sack of sh_t with the lowest self-esteem in the world, that's not an attractive trait and when I realize a girl who was previously interested, suddenly find me boring or too much of a shy pathetic wimp, that's when I feel like sh_t and my confidence dies when I do.

I watch the girl who finds me too pathetic to be a romantic option living the good life, finding guys she fauns over and then I feel enraged.

I can't stop obsessing and comparing her life to my piece of sh_t one, can't stop thinking of how originally, she thought I was sexy only to lose interest when she got to know how shy and boring I was. I'm going to want to get even with the little f_cking ho.

She deserved it too because when we went out, I questioned why she started ignoring me and she was finally straight with me, She said "I was hoping you would get the hint I was not interested after I didn't respond to your last 5 messages.

She told me how originally she had interest but then felt I wasn't compatible with her awesome super out-going bubbly happy go lucky, gregarious annoying ass personality and that she needs someone who was more out-going, assertive, the take charge kind of guy, was funny and was not afraid to take control.

when she mentioned my traits, she said, I was a nice looking guy but I was too shy, and that she would do all the work in the relationship and that I was pretty much a "DOORMAT". yes she REALLY referred to me as a doormat.

She then tried to lessen the blow by condescendingly implying that there is probably someone out there for my personality type and then she said, but we can still be friends if you want, if you don't then I'll understand.

Those last two sentences hurt like hell but like the doormat beta bitch I was, I made myself appear cool with it. the next few days I was crying and telling myself, that I was an unlovable worthless little sh*t. The ONLY girl to openly show me interest and give me the opportunity to actually try and kick it with a female decided I was to much of a wimp to go out with.

The one girl I thought would bring me out of this loneliness pit of hell. I swear it was like my whole family died right in front of me. My confidence was practically zero, I felt so worthless and hopeless that I became almost a hermit. had no motivation to do ****. stopped working out, there seemed like no point to work out if I'm missing the other half of the coin (A fun loving personality)

After that, that pain and feeling of worthlessness turned to anger and resentment. for 3 months I could not ignore the pain she caused, and it's not just the rejection but the fact that after her rejection of me, She found a boyfriend she was having sex with a week after. I'd read her posts, view her pictures and she was having the time of her life. dancing in clubs hanging out with friends while I was stuck with no friends. I was hoping her acceptance of me would help me get introduced into her awesome world but nope, shy mother Effers gets no loves.

So of course I'm pissed and it wasn't until I actually went full force in enacting my vengeance that I was able to get over her and feel better about myself.

I followed her to a club one day, and I went to her and greeted her, she greeted me back but I could tell she felt annoyed by my presence. anyways when she was distracted, I took her purse, took her phone, and threw it in a near by lake. Then stayed to watch her reaction as she freaked turning the entire club upside down. I slowly walked out as I chuckled.

Man was she pissed, she started crying about it all overdramatic and sht. So a few days later I shot her an E-mail asking if she found her phone yet. and she replied back saying, "yes you fcking assh*le, and you probably know damn well where I got it to you little snake.

I replied "nope, wasn't me chuckling" she said "well if it wasn't you then who was, I'm sure my phone did not end up in the lake by itself" BLAH BLAH BLAH yelling cussing me out and crap then she said, How could you be such a prick, I NEEDED that phone, That was my LIFE and now it's completely ruined.

Then I confessed and threw it in her face, I told her "yep I did it, lol, what did you expect, you said I was a doormat and that I was shy and boring, You think I wont do some **** like that to prove to you that when you Fuck with me, I Fuck with you. I ain't no fucking doormat bitch, You're lucky I didn't smack the fucking shit out of you you little ho, Try something bitch and I'll key your whole fcking car next time cunt, I'll fuck your whole life up, don't ever call me no fucking doormat, I'll make your fucking face my fucking doormat cnt, and believe me, I ain't afraid to stump a bitch, i'll leave you looking like Rihanna ho, Bitch try me."

then some other shit was said, I don't remember, she threatened to get the police involved and she said sh'll get her boyfriend to F me up and crap like that.

anyways to get to the point, I felt like a f*cking boss after that. All feelings of worthlessness and pain were gone after that whole ordeal. I was COMPLETELY over her after it, I was finally able to move on with my life and enjoy myself. The depression her heartbreak gave me was finally fixed. Felt like a void was finally closed. It felt great man.