I consider that I was lucky in that regard with my ex. He didn't watch porn for the duration of our relationship (almost 7 years). I believed him because his behaviour was consistent with what he said (he always got horny in the spot, had zero pornsick behaviour...) but still, I know he had regularly watched porn before being with me (once every two weeks), and had only stopped because he said that when he was in love, porn didn't work on him. Not because he realized or cared about how exploitative and ethically wrong that industry is.

I've come to realize that almost all men have watched porn regularly at some point in their lifes. I guess some don't, but they must be like 0.1% of them, at best. Will something like my ex be the best I will ever achieve in that regard? I'm so afraid of meeting someone worse, with a real porn addiction or pornsick behaviour.