Hello y'all,

I'm very new to this group and I have been reading all of these great posts in this Reddit group. I am learning so much in this group thank you so much for putting this type of information to help other women.

TW: Let's get into the thick of the subject shall we. I have previously been with a narcissist man who was my S/O. He was always begging, pleading, bitching, moaning and coercing me into sex majority of the time. I tried to say no but he would make me feel bad especially about his "blue balls" or how he hasn't had sex in a while. It gotten to a point where sex was boring to me, I didn't enjoy it with him and to be honest that is all he wanted was sex after I was tired getting off from work.

After that I felt my absuer after things escalated after he put my things out in my own house, tried to hit me after I snapped on him for not wanted to having sex after working 10 hrs and shaking in exhaustion.

Anyways a couple of months later this guy was curious about my relationship status which was none of his business but I know I have an attractive body and I'm starting to love it more however it annoys me when people look at me and just see ass and boobs. I hate how it made me feel when I was with him because that's all he wanted was sex and nothing more of it. He made comments of how he was a man and he didn't care that I got off. I knew then he didn't see me as a woman but more like a body to get off to and nothing more.