Luckily I never got married but it was like if we were married we were together for 6 years and had a child. How were you guys able to do it? It's been a year and 4 months to be exact. I think I'm having the biggest issue because she is so fucking hot man :( she's about an hb9 but she's 27 already. I haven't been able to get someone as hot as her just 1 girl but it was a ons and she was on vacations.We have a 6 year old daughter. I'm always fine until I need to see her in person.She tried to get back together with me and I told her plate status only. We been fucking on and off when she initiates only.

I had the perfect life honestly I never struggled in life until I broke up with her. I have improved immensely. I lost weight, I'm able to approach without issues. I am a new man honestly and that's the only benefit I see from breaking up. I'm still struggling to get plates I have only been able to get ons. I have had about 15 different women since my ex. I got used to living on my own but sometimes I think about our happy family we had and after the redpill I know I will never have that again and it gets to me.

I always try to see the best in this. I got her best years 19 to 25 and she gave me a beautiful daughter with great genes. I lost my family and pay child support. I lost access to her pussy. Sometimes I would get angry because she is so hot so she would get so much attention from all these guys and has it so easy while I have to work so hard to get laid.

How do I get over this break up?