Long story short, went to south east asia. Met a girl, knew her many years got married. Had children, 5 years into the marriage the sex stops, the love stops and she just doesn't care anymore.

The problem, no divorce in this country and annulment is around $7000 usd. I don't have the money but even if i did its costly and difficult, takes years.

I moved near my wife/ex wife to be near my children but this hasn't gone well.

When i try to date other girls or women her family cause them problems , claiming how I'm a married man etc and chase them away cause them issues, leaving me hopeless

I do love my wife and want to fix my marriage but tonight she told me she doesnt care if i die, doesnt care what happens to me, and doesnt care if the children are in a broken home.

She claims she isn't seeing anyone else or doesnt want anyone else but will go on without me.

We have 1 child thats 3 year old and she is about 6 months pregnant with our next child. She tries to often get me deported, or do things against me wanting me gone.

her family thinks I'm the bad guy, of course taking up for the daughter thinking I'm the reason having no idea its all her pushing me away.

If i move away then i can't see my son, in this country the mother has all the rights until a child is 7. In fact, she would be happy if i was gone home or away so she would be free to screw around or do whatever. Me being near is a burden to her.

She can't even be civil tonight i bought pizza and invited her for some, she ate the pizza but told me she had no care for me, the marriage or our family and walked away, cold

I'm to the point of suicide, i don't know where to turn or what to do anymore. I don't want to lose my children or be away from them. This has went on now for more than a year I'm beyond depressed, drinking heavily and can't come to a resolution. ,

  1. Options, get Annulment, costs 7k usd, even if approved then everyone here thinks I'm still married and I'm still stuck in custody battles which I'm sure she will win because she is a local and i am a foreigner.

  2. Keep kissing her ass, hoping its just pregnancy hormones and hoping it gets better . During our first child she was a complete bitch during pregnancy and breastfeeding only after was she loving and nice again to me.

  3. Take my child and leave? i think per the laws we are married i can legally take him back to my country but i am not sure. He loves his mother and i don't want to take him away . But i know if i leave she will say " see you have a bad father he abandon you!"

So i can't be happy, can't date, feel like I'm ready to just be dead. Oh yeah plates, that would be nice but none stay more than once after they find out I'm married and living near her family. I live near her family since they watch my child while my bitch wife works and while i work my job.

If my job here ever disappears i will be poor and homeless and forced back to my country since i don't have a dual income anymore.