I'm not very good at these posts so please bare with me.

So back in my pre-trp days there was this girl. Me and her got along on a level that I had never had with any other person. Needless to say I feel hard for her and shit hit the fan real quick. It was actually kind of embarrassing how big of an ass I made myself out to be.

Fast forward six months to the post TRP me and, go figure, she's all about it. We've talked about dating and so far the only thing holding us back is she super Christian and, well, I'm nothing. So I thought "what the hell, it's worth a try". As I'm making this transition all I see is her talking to this other guy and it infuriates me. I don't know what it is but the sight of him instantly destroys my frame, like obliterates it. Am being used as an attention whore? Do Red Pill men even care about other guys? We have spent a lot of time together recently, am I to available? Am I her little Christian conversion project? This is been driving me crazy. Any help would be great, thank you.

Edit: I really appreciate what you guys are doing here. I think I needed this.