Hi, I'm 24 and extremely bored. I've spent the last ten years trying to become a better version off myself and always end up back at square one not doing anything and just sleeping 12 hours a day and smoking weed and playing video games, masturbating etc.

At this point i feel like I've lost the ability to even care about my own well being. Objectively i shouldn't use my college fund to pay my current bills that are piling up because i just stopped going to work. I should get my car fixed so i can do things and work again. I should be productive or whatever. But now i don't really think about it.

I can't even tell what i want to do anymore. I have no dream or passions. No goals. I'm not even capable of really describing my issues or recognizing the things i want to do. I'm a lonely, mindless husk of a human being and i don't know what to do.

If i don't want to do anything, but also don't really want to commit suicide, what should i do