It’s killing me, making me feel awkward and unnatural with girls. I’ve had better experience in the beginning because I could connect with girls, now I just play the numbers game and both recent rejections and girls wasting my time made me hate it. Feel like repeating the same thing over and over for a possibility of a ons isn’t that rewarding at all. I have experienced several times now that sex itself doesn’t feel good at all compared to when you care about the woman and get to know her. Even if girls like me initially, this repetitive pattern makes me exploit it. I’ve also been getting negative feedback as I began to make my intentions known earlier and escalate sooner.

Me wanting to prove that I can have the success I had in the beginning is making me even more obsessed about picking up a girl that It’s affecting my other routines.

What’s your experience with this and any advice would be appreciated.