First off, i want you to be as hard on me as possible because that is what i need.

Im 22 years old, 6'2, 188 lbs. So yes i have alot of traits guys would kill for. I was probably the latest to hit puberty in my class. 5'3 and 90lbs up unil 17 years old. Always afraid of girls, cause lets be honest no girl would be turned on by those stats. Girls always scared me and i pretty much completely avoided them my entire high school career.

Currently i go to the gym 5 times a week, muscular, pretty good looking, and have an extremely hot LTR. Girls notice me nowadays.

Heres my problem, my mind is still in my prepuberty days. The fear of girls led to a femdom fetish. I desire to be humiliated by every girl i see (that isnt a fat pig). I crave to worship my girlfriend. Worship her pussy, worship her ass, and possibly even have her peg me. I keep all these thoughts to myself and dominate her in bed so she wont see me as beta boy weak, but truthfully thats how my mind is wired. Ive even developed a cuckolding fetish (though if she cheated irl i would not be turned on at all and would drop her ass so fast). I have also crossdressed and like the feminine feeling. This is not what i want anymore but the craving is overbearing

Is there anything i can do besides completely stop masturbating/watching porn?