So, I've been single for about 8 months, I found TRP about 2 years ago while in a bad relationship. I started changing myself back then. Following the advice, etc. I thought I was just stubborn and wanted to make the relationship work. But I was truly afraid. I only realize that looking back. I finally moved on and became single.

I was immediately hit up by some mutual friends, and got started right away. I've done a really great job with frame and my personal life and much more so in the past few months.

I failed to turn any of those early hook ups into plates, but I continued. I got my first plate at the beginning of this year, and a second and third quickly followed.

I let one go, because she went a little crazy on me. Lost another one I think because I was miss handling it. Cycled through a few others.

Right now I have a main plate, and two others that I'm sleeping with. The main plate I see probably 4 times a week. I think that's my problem, I am much too available for her and invest a lot of time with her. I keep thinking I need to end it, but I don't want to. My original programming tells me, she's almost perfect. Hot, successful, horny all the fucking time. My redpill programming is telling me that I'm getting oneitis.

My others plates are both great too. I see each maybe once a week or every other week. I have an awesome setup to be honest.

So I guess my question is, how do I maintain what I have? Main plate definitely wants a commitment from me, and I've almost done it. I like what I have going, and I'm definitely in the top ten percent so I know I can get more at any time.

I guess I'm afraid it'll ends soon with her if I don't give a commitment. Which sounds so pre RP me, it pisses me off...