To make a long story short, I swallowed the pill back in February and have come along away. One of those success include spinning a plate for the past 4 months or so. I took this plate to a music festival with me. Made it clear that fuck whoever we want, just not in my tent or on her mattress pad. Festival went great, had lots of sex, met lots of chicks and people in general. Witnessed frame, hypergamy, and shit tests all throughout. Might I add that god damn could I have cherry picked virtually any woman there, it was too easy. I didn't do a god damn thing for any woman there and they loved it. Posture and humor works wonders. Throughout the weekend this plate went out of her way to talk to other guys infront of me and just general whoreness. Didn't bother me much, cause she's a plate and there's easy pussy all over. Although I did choose to note it. I would like to add that I maintained a healthy diet of LSD, cocaine, MDMA, ketamine, and cheeseballs. I also fucked this plate under the influence of these substances, which I think potentially was a bad idea. I think it made me grow closer to her. Fast forward to Sunday. Spend all day fucking and eating pizza, and more fucking, I picked her up by her cooch with my fingers and she came all over the fucking floor which was great.
End up at the DMV to reinstate my license, sit around for an hour. So I brought up it up. "How the hell do you expect any kind of loyalty or commitment from me if you're out there acting like a total fucking whore?" She didn't have much to say other than she was chewing on it hard. Had some silence for a little bit after, until she chimed in with "Thank you for the insight, it feels good to be called out on my bullshit, no one ever has." Yes I'm aware to watch her actions after this. Proceed to have a good time and fuck some more, I even got her to take me out for lunch.
But after all this, I think I slipped and caught a bit of attachment to her. Would this seem like a reasonable assessment?
My course of action is; keep improving, keep cold approaching, keep fucking other women and get my head back.
Have I fucked up somewhere and is my corrective action the appropriate action? (I'm not even speaking in terms of her, I'm speaking in terms of getting back on my horse.)
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