I've been long time lurker and i don't consider myself nor blue pill nor red pill, just someone who takes knowledge from EVERYWHERE that fits my personality/lifestyle/me.

In the past i was literally friendzoned by every girl i know and i was dealing with their bullshit problems and being always there for them, because social conditioning taught me to be nice guy. I never had any real confidence, self-esteem and was socially isolated(went home schooling because never had the balls to face my bullies and kick their ass) and im still working on that if i have to be completely honest.

Fast-foreward I've read some self-improvement blogs, watched lots of RSD youtube videos... It's nothing too major, but i felt better, more knowledgeable and slightly more confident, every girl in my social circles realized it.

Speaking of which, they started giving me attention, they started shit-testing me. I remember the first time i was feeling REALLY confident and i managed to pull EVERY single girl i liked that was on the dance floor and getting them to rub their body on me. I felt like fucking boss, they were all over me and i was switching from girl to girl whenever i felt bored, these were the SAME GIRLS that year ago were considering me to be their EMOTIONAL TAMPON and boy-for-everything. I didn't believe my own eyes, but it doesn't end there. They start getting jealous from each other, they refer to me as a "player", boosting my ego and shit and i probably had a chance to fuck at least couple of them, but i never escalated.

TO THE POINT:

Fast forward to now I started university in different city, but lately i got contact with few of them via facebook. I managed to get nudes from some of them, pretty much ended up having at least 5 or 6 girls potential fuckbuddies. Sounds good right? Well, not really.

The more i know about them the worse it gets and since they have perception of me that im an open-minded guy they are pretty much like open book to me. One of them got ridiculously drunk and sent me some pretty disgusting photos of her laying down on the floor trying to tease me, the other one started being so open with me that ended up saying how she likes big dicks and her ex had amazingly big one(you probably could say that was a shit test but its fucking disgusting), some girl even said she did sex for cash with old men to get by. I don't EVEN wanna think of the rest I've heard about.

I was taught by society beliefs that women are pretty little delicate flowers. But at least 99.9% of them did disgusting things and the others that haven't will sooner or later WILL when presented with the right opportunity. They just hide it well, some worse or better than others. I'm fucking disgusted.

I don't have any expectations from this thread, just sharing my thoughts and i would like you to share yours.

TL;DR: Ex-looser starts acting dominant, gets attention from girls that friendzoned him previously, they turn out to be nasty disgusting whores.

P.S. English is my second language and i never studied it, don't judge. P.S.2. I forgot to mention, i'm 19, girls age varies from 16 to 23.