I really hate intimacy with women. I only like doggy style in terms of sex positions, and even then I would rather get a blowjob than have sex because I don’t crave an emotional connection with a woman. Neck kisses turn me off, I hate cuddling. I don’t even like seeing women naked unless they’re skinny. After sex/blowjob I just want them to leave, I have no desire for romance. The whole point of sex is so develop a spiritual connection w your partner, otherwise it’s essentially like elaborate masturbation. If I don’t crave that deep connection than what is the point of sex for me?