Tldr; Drunk me is vastly superior to my sober self. Sober me knows trp theories and concepts, but cannot capitalize on it because I'm too much of a bitch. Drunk me lives trp.

Back story: I am a decent looking muscular guy (5'9", 180, 10%bf). I have a fair understanding of trp by reading Models and NNMNG, and slowly internalizing it for well over a year.

Unfortunately, whenever I go out sober, I find it difficult to put it into practice. Sober me has a strong initial game, blow past shittests, and can get numbers within first few minutes, but I cannot escalate and often find myself deeply trapped in the friend zone. Drunk me has everything sober me has, but he escalates and isn't a pansy bitch. I know I have it in me, I just need to be able to find it sober.

I understand I can't give a fuck, don't put her on the pedistule, have an abundance mentality, do whatever the fuck I want to express myself and my intentions, escalate, etc., but if I'm not drunk, all these things are difficult as hell to do.

Do you guys have any insight or tips on how to get past the sober mental block/apply what makes my drunk self tick?