Hello,

I only have a brief moment to write. I am willing to provide as much additional information as needed to discuss, learn and grow from this topic.

To be direct: I have recognized in my life three pervasive negative habits which I keep circling back to regardless of attempts of overcoming and eliminating them. Relapses vary, and when I engage in one, the others will surely follow.

Marijuana

Pornography

Video games

I have been on/off with the gym. I was focused for the last three weeks but haven't gone in five days due to relapse of my negative paradigm. I am in a high stress, high earning career field in which I bounce back and forth from being a full commitment, high producer to low achiever. I have a limited social circle from my previous Beta Bux role relationship even though I am described as an extroverted, social character. My life lacks any healthy sort of hobbies/activities besides reading (always business/self-help literature) and my career (in which I work 8-8pm six days a week and have done so for the past year. Should note: I do not mind the workload because of the income, also because I am afraid of what I will do in my "free time").

Any discussion, criticism or suggested reading would be appreciated. Gotta run.