Hi guys, so my ex broke up with about 3 weeks ago, I was a alpha, who became a beta pussy during the year long relationship. So we all know why it ended, i don't need to go into that. But after the first week of fucking up i found TRP, and followed some advice, deleted her off social media, removed her photos from my Instagram, etc. It is going to be my birthday next Friday, and I have a suspicion that she will text me to tell me happy birthday(trying to make me an orbiter). How should I handle this? The alpha in me says ignore the fuck out of it, go out get smashed, post snaps of me having a good time and don't worry about it, but I guess I just want to make sure that is right. I may want to turn her into a plate at some point if possible.

Also, it is her birthday a few weeks after, I already know I shouldn't contact her, but how do i handle it if she gets mad and starts blowing me up and stuff?

When does it start getting easier? I really fucking loved this succubus cunt and I know i just need to move the fuck on but christ its way harder than I thought. I've already started back with the gym etc. any other advice than to keep self improving?