I am raging. After leaving my LTR, after almost 1 year, I come to realise that probably she cheated on me with some guy I know and it's in my group of friends. If my theory is true this guy looks at me knowing that he cucked me and another couple of people know and stayed silent. The worst part of that of its true, I will never know because i'm aware of how afraid this guy is of any confrontation.

Now, because of this I came to realise that she might have cheated on other occasions.. I feel she ruined me, as if this is true, my reputation in this group of people is completely destroyed.

The fact that I will never know the truth irritates me to no end. If I confront the guy he will never tell me the truth.

I want her to pay, lying cunt. I want to contact her ex boyfriend, whom she cheated on with me in the beginning of the relationship and tell him everything just to make her pay ( she valued her reputation in her small town more then everything in this world). What to do?