I am a 20 year old guy who lives with his parents.

I work a retail job where I make $10.00 an hour, or $800/month

I am halfway through my AS degree in computer science at community college. Next fall I'll transfer to the large in-state university to finish my BS.

I lift and have a respectable physique, better than anyone I know my age. (Not to sound arrogant)

I have my own car fully paid off. It's a economy car, but it's a 5-speed so it's fun!

A small internet business, nets me about $900 profits per month.

3 credit cards, 740 credit score, no debts besides student loans which I am aggressively paying off despite being in deferment.

My question is why do I feel like a failure?

I feel shame for going to a CC, even though financially I'll be ahead of my peers come graduation.

Why do I feel inferior when I see a guy the same age as me pull up in a BMW 3-Series? What is he doing to afford that? How can I afford that?

Only one of my friends live alone, and his mom pays his rent and utilities. Why do I feel ashamed for living alone?

I feel like I could be doing a lot more with my life, but I'm not really sure what I can do besides increase my side income.

I actively avoid social media because I feel like a loser when I see friends drinking and doing drugs at college parties every single day. I drink and do drugs occasionally with friends, but it's only recreational.

Am I on the right track? Could I do more? I know as a red-pill follower I have to find my own way in life, and not care what others think. It's just difficult sometimes.

Just looking for some guidance, advice or an ear for my words to fall on. Thank you.