I'm writing this because I realise how absurd this is, and was looking for some tips.

I've always been a people pleaser and scared to fail because of what people would think of me. I've improved a lot recently.

So this week started my first job after uni and went with the mindset "from 8-5 i'm gonna give it my best, if im not good enough, it is what it is" and it went well for the first couple days, but then the rest of the week I started to feel a bit overwhelmed even tho I still haven't done a lot of proper work. I got my pc monday and have been working at home because of covid.

What i noticed was that slowly i started to feel kind of overwhelmed, my thoughts got cloudy, I feel stressed 24/7, with no will to do anything after work. Why am I reacting like this?

Have you guys experienced this? What can I do to help? I already meditate, read and lift on a regular and am working on a side business. I just don't understand why I am reacting like this.

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Thanks bros