I've gone too soft. Far too soft. I'll admit lately I've been on benzos, for about a month.

Did a lot of good shit regarding women all this time, but

Today I picked up some again, on my birthday, smoked some green.

I've been dealing with depression and anxiety a lot since mid November, I have to study and set a goal/good plan to pass the exams.

Someone give me a head knocking advice, I need to get my feet back on self improvement. Luckily I didn't quit lifting and eating all this time.