Good day,

So I am in the LTR for one year and two months. I am 23, She is 27. Before her I was alpha/player. Spinning plates, self improvement and loads of lifting. First two months we were not sure what we were, FWB? Maybe. After that exclusive LTR. Cut off few of my female friends because she was jealous. Cut off my good friends, wanted to spend most of the time with her. Gave her 90% of my time. Was always reporting that I left work, off home. Woke up, what I am up to. Managed to find time for my best friend to meet, drink beer and get this shit off my chest. He said that he would drop it straight after he would have to start report to her and shit like that - why I didn't listen... Thank god I've bumped on the dude at work who actually was a lot into self improvement and He pointed me to TRP. Days passing by, I am improving my knowledge, went unconsciously through anger phase before her. I've created an unicorn. So we took the contract work and went abroad. She was acting crazy. I would say something and I would get shit for that. Even that I was talking to my supervisor, She would be jealous all the time. I was giving her my attention. Now, we've moved in to the house with her best friend, contract ended and back to my professional career. She started to talk about kids, marriage and I am just starting my professional career, making some solid money in the business. I really like her, but I think that's the point where I say I am done - except lack of balls to tell her that. I was too emotional about her emotions. I am terrified of what She will do when I tell her that. Basically, when I do something like not giving her info where I am, She will do the same. And than I break, care and BP kicks in.

Contract keeping me in the house with her, little feelz about one year togather. Any advice?

Edit:

So I am back from gym. Stated that I am going out with one of my male co workers for a beer. She immediately got upset. I ask wtf, and said "nothing, I'll get some male and female friends from prev. Job to get a beer". I stated that it's pissing me off that She is doing the "eye for an eye" shit when it comes to my own time. She stormed out upstairs mad as fuck.