A friend and I were going to sit on some chairs in a bar. Meanwhile, 2 other women were heading to the same direction and they seemed to have made the pace faster.

These women were probably 40 year old and hit the wall ages ago.

What I do is go and take my seat kinda forcefully and tell them "I'm sorry, we arrived first" and sit down with no fucks given. They tell me "You are rude". I laughed at that but at the same time I thought how my parents would blame me for actions like this as I became a real selfish person in these last months of lurking on trp.

I think life is all about holding frame and I guess I held frame in this situation. The only thing that makes me feel weird is how different I am from my parents and how they are not proud at all of what I've become. But at the end I think that being immoral is the only way to face society's lies and bluepill conditioning. Women are used to have "gentlemans" and doormats and being this kind of guy makes you "socially acceptable" and polite/well-mannered. In other words: a fucking submissive pussy. While if you act following the natural laws (men the dominant, and women the submissive) you are considered rude. Quite ridicolous.

I can't tell if I'm proud of all this, but I surely feel different than when I was the nice guy. (I'm 18 and I switched incredibly my personality from the extreme nice guy to an asshole with some testosterone. But honestly I'm not really proud of that cause that never brought me any real satisfaction).

Should I listen to what my parents say about all my immoral behavior? They are part of the blue pill system right? I feel in a world full of zombies, damn.