Okay so I was at my frat party talking to girls. I notice one girl eye me and so I approach, we’re in the hallway talking and she’s being relit touchy feely. Like putting her head on my shoulder and touching my hand. I didn’t think anything of it.

So we’re taking inside and one of my frat bros keeps coming up to her and putting his arm around her. I ask her and she’s like oh yeah he likes me but idk if I like him back. So I just ignore it and keep talking to her. Except she’s really drunk so she’s just walking around talking to everyone.

Eventually we’re playing a drinking game and she’s all over me. She’s grinding on me holding my hand and hugging. Of course the one dude has to keep interrupting since he likes her. Eventually she leaves and I thought her friend walked her home.

Suddenly I see her friend again and she’s like oh yeah she’s talking to some guy back there. I walk over and she’s like pressed up to this other frat bro of mine. I didn’t know what to do so I just said hey to them and walked away. After a bit her friends asks me where she went. I look over and both of them were gone.

I literally couldn’t describe how I felt. I was on coke, alcohol, jealous and super sexually frustrated. I felt like I took such a huge loss, especially since no other girl showed that much interest. I even told myself that I kind of liked her. Since her friend was looking for her I decide to use it as an excuse to find them.

So I start searching rooms by the party. Eventually I found them but the guy hooking up w her told me she wasn’t there when I asked. I shined my phone and I saw her. I took my frat bro to the side and told him I liked her. He was like okay all yours and left us.

I talked to her a bit and kissed her quick but another guy walks in randomly. Idk if the other guy told him to or not. So then this girl is freaked and leaves the room. I try talking to her but her friend shows up to control her. Eventually she ends up crying then leaving with her friend. I still don’t understand but I did get her number.

I feel like a total jackass. Not only did I catch feelings for a thot I just met but I cock blocked my homie because I felt jealous. Plus he ended up making out with her more than me. I only got a quick kiss in. Ugh I just hate losing these easy hookup situations due to my lack of confidence.