Hey, everyone. I have been improving myself for a while now and getting a lot of attention from women on an everyday basis. I get approached by girls in uni showing interest as well but at the end of the day, I am still a lonely affection-craving guy.

The problem seems that I avoid all kinds of interactions with women subconsciously. Like not making any eye contact, getting stuck in my head in the presence of a woman, rushing to avoid interacting with interested girls in class even avoiding overly touchy girls while playing basketball. I always resolve to not do this but always tend to act like this in the moment and regret afterward. What could be the reason? Failed relationships trauma? Childhood sex abuse? I just don't wanna waste my life self-sabotaging myself. Any advice would mean a lot, TIA.