Hy,

maybe somebody had the same problems like me. Normally I am chilled, quiet but sometimes I get so aggressive that I hate everything and everybody. I get very fast aggressive for example: I had to drive my mother to shopping and I had also an appointment. While I drove my mother, a women cut me in the roundabout, she did a hand sign to apologise, I drove behind her and her bf looked at me and showed me with an hand sign that I am stupid. I was angry af, I fantasised already how I pull him out of his car punching and slamming his head to the ground. They parked the car 20m away from me and I wanted to drive to them but I was with my mother. I drove her to the shopping and drove to my appointment but it took me a long time to come down.

I want to stop it. I can't and I don't want anymore of this aggression.