To those who’ve rolled, do you think its possible to reach the idgaf state you get from M?

Last week at a festival, i was rolling and pulled so many girls from just having fun and not caring about anything. This one group of girls initially got cheesed at me because apparently i bumped into them while dancing, but it literally didnt bother me and i was just smiling when one of them confronted me. Then for the rest of the night they were trying to get my attention and trying to dance on me.

I want to get to get to this state sober as M isnt a casual drug. Thoughts?