Im a very emotional, sensitive guy and this is hurting me. I m so scared to hurt other people, when others hurt me I decide to be more tough and cold but can't sustain it. About girls I don't know what I want, I want all the cute girls l meet, I also like emotional connection, I mean I honestly can love multiple girls at the same time not only physical attraction... And most girls I meet want sort of commitment. And I feel like I won't be able to be with one girl, there is this girl, super hot, cute, we have connection but she wants commitment, I don't want to lose her but I feel like if I be with her I will lose something, like I'm getting older and I'm new to trp didn't have a gf or had sex until recently (26) I don't know, this is making me depressed, I m working long hours and getting older basically. And sometimes I wish I just want to marry a virgin and sometimes this seems stupid. You can see how mixed I'm haha