I'm currently spinning 5 different plates (sleeping with each of them once every few weeks, some more frequently). I've incorporated the female logic side of TRP and so far, it's 100% accurate, but seems like hypergamy is fucking my head up:

Every time after they leave (especially if she's a hot girl with tons of options) I start thinking "are they REALLY attracted to me?", and unless they bomb my phone I start feeling dread - "are we gonna meet again? I don't wanna lose this plate, I've worked too hard to get her spinning".

Say we've scheduled a date, I'll get all nervous - "will she show up? should I text/call her? am I being too distant? am I being too needy?", It will be hard for me to sleep, I'll think about this all day long etc.

This is getting ridiculous. Are these some childhood abandonment issues or something? Low self-confidence?

I have a shitton of things to do, but I find myself checking my phone all the time and obsessing over this shit.

Again, it only happens with girls who don't overtly show affection - that said, those who don't follow the 80-20 rule (they text/call me 80% of the time while I do it 20% of the time).

How do I manage this?