I found new pill like couple months ago and it was too much to absorb, I started to notice patterns in life and how the dynamic applies and everything.

But am starting to question the validity of the redpill on multiple levels, first , is it really a valid way of living globally ? men and women are not the same everywhere , redpill came out as a solution for the western 3rd wave feminism, I can agree that hypergamy is on motion everywhere, but on some level the redpill is more applicable to western society.

Second, I wonder if the redpill works on long run , lets face it we all have a wall , after 50 we will all hit one , we might hit it later than women but still denying there is a wall is not a little hard to grasp , even doing your best and being in good shape , still being 50+ is not an easy deal to pickup strangers or even settle down.

Third, this was the part that got me to question everything , I see Mark Manson's Model's suggested alot here , I didn't read the book yet but I listened to one of his podcast and he is recommending vulnerability which is something very frowned upon by redpill , he mentioned that he discovered this because he found that after living the lifestyle of PUA sleeping and traveling around the world he found it all depressing. and it improved the quality of relations.

There is also Rooshv, I listened to one of his podcasts and he is started talking about hedonic treadmill, and how he tried to make it work on LTR but it didn't work , he described his past life as empty and meaningless. This all got me to question the whole thing.

Plus as the title said , I'm 30 and part of me feels like I'm old and want to settle down , I don't know , set me straight guys if I'm wrong