So I pulled a bird home (HB6 at most) and we started having forplay.... after giving her good head and dominated her, I felt ready enough to start banging. However, when I reached over to grab a condom, my dick was still flaccid..... I don’t know what the fuck was going on. A rush of anxiety went through me. I wanked a little to get it up but it was not rock solid as it usually is.... more like 60-80%. We smashed a little bit then she got on top and it went dead. I laughed, blamed it on the alcohol and brushed it off. Then we cuddled and I called it a night and she left.

Now, before you say it was the alcohol or my lifestyle, I’ve been a lot more wasted than this and still been able to bang. I also lift, run, meditate, eat healthily and don’t suffer from performance anxiety (atleast I thought so... now I definitely do)

Things of note which I may think have influenced it:

-I took mdma the night before? but I did have sex with a plate the next day..no problem...

-I may not have been attracted to this HB6...? but I still felt horny for her in the moment...

-I remember having thoughts of another plate while banging this HB6. Was I feeling a little guilty?

-I may have been tired as the mdma night before was a big one......

I haven’t been horny since that night (3 days ago) which is rare because I’m a borderline sex addict... Anyway I’m having a bit of a freak out... I’m kind of scared of sex now and feel emasculated. Has anyone had a similar problem and how to overcome it?

Cheers