I've been with my current LTR for the past 6 months now, we met whilst we were both studying abroad. I'm from the UK and she is from Spain. Towards the end of our experience away, we both agreed to carry on the relationship long distance and try and see each other once a month at least. It was going quite well until now...

Some background on her: She's 22 and only ever slept with 2 guys before me, I was the first dick that she ever sucked and she's never watched porn. Tbh there is not really any red flags about her, I've been redpilled for a while now and I wouldn't just LTR some normie stacy for the sake of it.

Likewise, I am redpilled and I know what woman are like and how they act etc. I am not some naive little beta. In addition to this, I feel the hardest part of committing to a long distance relationship or any relationship for that matter is the trust side of things. Especially, if you've cucked and ruined relationships yourself and you see women for who they truly are.

I'm beginning to overthink and question the relationship now. It's been over a month since we last seen each other and won't be at least another month until I see her due to the COVID-19 bullshit and lockdown restrictions. Additionally, she recently moved to the capital because of a full-time job and I'm just terrified about getting cucked and finding it hard to fully trust her as I know its so easy for her to cheat because of the distance. I do trust her and I don't believe that she will, but you can never be too sure, all it takes is some giga chad to show her interest and then they forget they even have a boyfriend.

I know a lot of you will say the long distance doesn't work etc and I understand that, but I feel that this could work and that she is not like other girls (what everyone says, but its true).

The situation is just fucking with my head a bit now, because I don't know when I am going to next see her and the whole COVID-19 bullshit is cucking as well because of it. I still do like her and want to pursue things but at the same time feel I can't deal with this long distance bullshit.

What do you boyos think?