I went out with a male friend that I’ve not known long but get on really well with. We’ve got similar political views and we’re both religious. Just one of those people u meet who ur on the same wavelength. Last night was our second night meeting eachother, a few of his mates were there too. We were drinking and having a good time then we got some ketamine in. Ketamine is a dissociative that’s really powerful especially in high doses. I done a really big line of it once we got it around 10pm. After that i very quickly got in a super bad k hole because of how much I did, I was in another dimension completely, before I knew it I was in an ambulance getting taken to hospital. Once the drugs wore off I was fine and got a taxi home from the hospital last night. I woke up and this guy had removed me off snapchat and blocked me on insta. I sent him a text saying what’s up and he left me on read. I’m afraid that I’ve embarrassed him because of the situation, which I was largely responsible for for doing way too much. I value our relationship but was wondering if it would be best to try and contact him again or leave it and maybe wait for him to reach out (if he does) . I feel bad because I’ve caused such a scene although I can’t remember any of it as I was in a k hole. I wouldn’t be bothered if I didn’t care about our friendship but I thought there was a lot of potential there. Any advice appreciated.