Hello guys. Few months lurker here, i would like your opinion on one situation since im not quite understand it. Its with girl that friendzoned me. We where close year ago and then she decided to do lets just be friends talk and I agreed to be friends since have a lot of blue pill behavior. Later we where “friends” for year until now and I tryed few times to get with her for more than friends again with no luck. Each time she rejected me i ghosted for some time until she reachet me out and then same friendzone thing. I always bin very soft with her, always agreeing all the rapport and deep comfort thing and stuf also I know her more than her mother, basicly typical blue pill material. And situacion whith made me confused was when few weeks ago she made same talk how she has feelings for me and dont want to be serious, she loves me as a soul mate but dont want to be with me more than just friends and bla bla. Thing is I got pissed of of everything first time so hard and lost my temper, I said lot of things in my opinion she done, that she just used me as puppy and so on, and also that this time since we break up again is different than others, I was so mad that I even said that I will speak the truth about her to her girlfriends and stuf basicaly I was sayn anything what was on my mind and first time I said what I realy felt that moment. So as soon as I lost temper and flushed all my anger on her she said that she want to make it work with us and completely changed her mind, that she want to hang out and meet and talk to me. I said that I dont want to talk now I will leave my town for few weeks and talk with her when I will come back. Came back, wrote her to set meeting, got very nice response and agreement ti meet after few days.

So my question is what a hell is happening here? Why she changed her mind? Is this of fear? Or of my genuine emotions? Of not validating her since I didnt agreed this time? Would be thankfull for your opinion. Also I lift and have good shape, succsedfull in my work, dress good, smart, BUT have lots of fryking blue pill romantic stuff, so willing to learn.