30M in a LTR with a 26F about a year.

Good girl so far. Cooks, cleans for me, laundry, respectful, submissive, etc.

However, a few months back I got shit faced one night as we were coming back to my place and forcefully picked her up and removed her from my apartment. Closed the door on her, etc. My fault entirely.

Since then, about once a week she breaks down and cries - can't believe how different of a person I was and how it scares her.

Honestly, I just let her cry it out, hug her and she's fine. But it's getting tiring. I feeling like she's trying to knock me down and it makes me feel like a horrible person. Sure I fucked up, but I moved on and learned from my mistake. She's having trouble letting it go.

Where do I go from this point? Is she ever going to get over this?