so i think it's actually working. been focusing on myself, especially physically (skinny guy) but have been lifting pretty hard the last several months. seeing some big gains in strength AND noticing the pecs/shoulders building and forming shape. been consistent and proud of myself for doing the 530AM pre-work workouts, no excuses.

so my LTR, lately, has been dropping comments. "you can really see the lines in your pecs babe" / "you are looking so good"

and my favorite: "i think i need to start working out again. you are getting all ripped and shit, i am going to have to get some muscle to fight off these bitches that are going to try to steal you away from me"

am i doing it right? is dread really this powerful at such subtle levels? i am not really doing anything other than working on myself, not saying anything about other chicks, just letting her own thought of the idea fill her brain. like she is doing it to herself... i can see her hamster spinning at the thought of potential 'other attractive women' looking at/wanting me.

this site has been such a big inspiration of reading stories and successes. glad i found it. glad i have been working on myself.