I'll go straight to the point (in bad english).32yo a huge fuck up, need therapy and pharmacological help. I had past experience with terapy and meds with no success. I need to find a rp therapist, but I don't know how. I can't go to a therapist and ask him if he's rp or not.... I live in Italy, trp isn't a thing here. how can I get the help I need? what kind of question can I ask to a therapist to determine id he's "rp" or not within 2/3 sessions? Also: any toughts on meds? I'm a 32 old male only had 2 ltr and a bunch of ons most of them while I was under zoloft. I don't like meds but empirical evidence tells me that I'm more open to relationships while on meds. I'm fucking desperate guys.

I'm in that place where you feel sick and you only want to die and you can't even seek for help because you you just want to fucking die. And you know you need help but you don't look for it because you feel like shit. And even when girls approach you you just ignore them because that's how much you're feeling like shit.

I'm not even bothering you with all the other problems, just need some advice to find a "rp" therapist.